I was just listening to the music that I decided to put on my myspace. I have 5 songs on there on random... but, right now... I've just been sitting quietly, listening to this song.
I'm so blessed with everything that I have been given. I have this wonderful man in my life. He pisses me off sometimes... but, he is so perfect for me. Everything else isn't important to compared to the good enough him.
Changes are happening in me again. I'm really excited... I have no idea where I'm going. It seems like every so often I hit another step. Its nice to know that I'm growing. I'm growing up... God is showing me what I have... I'm clawing on not to lose it again. I hate thinking about the friends that I have lost over the years. I'm at the point where I am like I'm done with the drama... I don't even care what happened any more.
Its all mixed right now. I'm sure it will get sorted through. All I know is that it is clear to me the kind of friends I need are ones that I can be open with about everything. Ones that I know will never judge me and are always there for me, and not just for their benefit. Ones that let me in to their problems and let me be there for them too. Ones that will accept what I have to offer without being so quick to tell me what a horrible person I am.
The friends I have right now are so healthy. I know I'm getting closer to Jason right now. He means a lot to me. He is one of those friends that I think I will grow old with. I can picture him baby sitting my kids and come over for dinner and going on old folks cruises with me and Erick and who ever he marries.
So anyway... I'm growing... I should read my devotion real quick so I can write about it.
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