Energizer bunny is dying :(

Just kiding...
Its been a long time. I have no time to do anything these days. Erick always asks why I'm never on myspace... well, one reason is because I'm in love with Facebook... but, also I'm just so busy.
To give a brief summary of whats been going on...
I went to a concert on Friday. Westward Bound (my new favorite band), Suburben Legends, Streetlight Manifest (woot woot!), and Reel Big Fish. I hairline fractured my arm and got a new shirt! yay!
I went to a costume party on Saturday. It was loads of fun!! I was hot! I was Venus!
Sunday, I carved pumpkins with my roommates and my RA and her roommate. It was fun. I carved Homestar. Its so cute. We also got a beta fish yesterday, which we conveniently named "Your Mom".
Today, I went to class and I'm going to do homework as soon as I take a nap. I'm freaking sleepy. I feel like I could sleep for like a 100 years... :) I had like 8 hours of sleep, I don't know why I'm so tired. I think I need to make up for this weekend. I spent like 4 hours in the hospital. Friday night, I only had like 4 hours of sleep :( So... anyway... I'm tired!!
I have a midterm this week... in Ancient World... I need to study so I can go out tomorrow and party it up!! woo hooo!

Ok lates!! MUAH

a list of things going on...

I'm feeling sick...
The cold has spread around the apartment and has finally caught me by the leg. I'm just feeling miserable this morning. I had to finally get out of bed because I couldn't breathe. :(
I have knotts tonight. I'm pretty excited about it. I have never been to Knotts Scary Farm.
Yesterday, I went with the Clio Society (history club) to a reinactment... It was unbelievabley fun! Erick and Maydelle came too. And, of course, Ben and Brad were there to keep us entertained.
Lets see... what else... Oh! I'm finally going to be something HOT for halloween. Like, smokin' hot! :) I'm going to be the Greek Goddess, Venus. The dress looks so cute on me. Its long enough for me to feel confortable... but, shorter than any dress I've worn in public in like 10 years. Its so cute!! I'll take a picture when I get dolled up to go to this costume party that I'm going to on Saturday.
There were some more things I had in mind to talk about... but, right now I can't remember...
Oh!! I'm getting a new phone! A Roker (from itunes) woot woot! I've only had the phone I have presently for like a month... but, I've been offered this Roker for 50 bucks... so yay! Anyway... I'm tired... I want to go watch the Duel and whatever else is on.
Ok so bye!

Judging...

Sure, we are allowed to judge... we are given the right to. But, in what way? Should we throw around fingers and throwing in the fact that we don't do it because we are perfect or should we go to our friend in secret and let them know as a friend? And once someone has made a mistake, should we continue to hold that person to this level?
I have been rudly approached to day by a person who's opinions are so strong she can't even figure out what is the write way to say them. I finally got up and left the apartment only for her to follow up her argument with a "I'm just kiding".
If you are going to be rude and tell me that what I'm doing is a sin... blah blah blah... you should make sure to know that you are sinning in the process. What sin is worse than another? They all lead you to the same place. It wouldn't matter if I had killed a person or if I had told a white lie... it doesn't matter.
I'm so sick of people who are "holy" and amazing... When are people going to realize that we are all only human? That we make mistakes every day of our lives.

So knock it off! You're bugging the world!

I'm so irratated... beyond anything I could imagine! oye!

I'm in class right... We are talking about the President as a legislator.
My friend Jessica brought her daughter to class... she is so cute! She keeps making noises and all the girls are focused on her because she's a baby... but, eh, we don't need to pay attention any way... She is so cute!!
Anyway... I'm so done right now... I'm tired! I'm completely drained! I stayed up until like 2am talking with my roommates about guys and whatever else... it was fun!
Alright, goodnight! I'll be back tonight!

I'm tired and drained... I've had a long day and a long week for that matter. This week has been good... but, overwhelming
I've met more people... some really awesome people. I'm really enjoying this year!!
I'm an active member of a fabulous club with totally awesome members and everything. I have my friends and my roommates who are amazing.
Now, I just need to get this Greek down and work on studying... Its hard when you don't have your teacher walking you through the work. I understand the concepts... but, I just cannot get the applications and the translating down! I really need to find out if they have a Greek tutor... I need one really bad. Atleast I'm able to do some of the vocab. I think I'm going to have to bring my cards with me to Knotts on Sunday.
Anyway... I think I'm going to go for now... I don't really feel like going into detail about everything that was great this week. It was great though... I even got to go to UCR on and erran with the clio society guys :)

slightly irratated

My roommates four year old brother spent the night last night. I knew it was going to be a problem when she went to class... and yep it was. 10:30 roll around and he comes into our room yelling for us to get up... so he could show us something on the tv... omgosh! I knew he wouldn't sleep in like I wanted to.
I just think its very inconsiderate. I have to get up early every other day of the week... and I have one single day to sleep in and relax and I woken up by yelling! I couldn't even go to bed early last night because he was up until like one running around and yelling.

Anyway... I'm tired... and I know I putting everything out of proportion but, I was really looking forward to sleeping. It was my motivation for the whole week.

On another note, yesterday was a good date. Erick and I went to Disneyland, and then we went to the beach. It was cool because it had just finished raining and the sand felt cool under my feet because it was all bumpy and soft from the rain. The sky was cloudy but pretty and way, way, way off in the distance there was lightening. It was beautiful, and it made for a pretty amazing date!

so, I think I'm going to go play on myspace for a while...

Clio Society aka History Club

How much fun is that? I am now the treasurer and unofficially the Vice President! I'm happy! I love being involved in things. So much fun!
As if I had time for this... but, whatever!
I just remembered that I have something to due tomorrow! aye!!! I'm scared! Not really... but, I'll probably be up all night! I think I'll get up at like 7 tomorrow and write it then? ya... sounds good!

What an interesting night it has been! I've been watching my shows, hanging out with my girls, etc... right now, I've been studying my Greek flash cards. What a pain! I don't even have all of last weeks down correctly much less these weeks! I'm also freaking out because there is this chart I'm supposed to know for tomorrow and I don't understand it. I think I'm going to have to just memorize it and word vomit all over the paper so I can still get a good grade. Then, when my teacher comes back, hopefully I'll be able to get it. I'm a little anoyed with my teacher because we have to start chapter 9 for next Tuesday but, we ahven't even gone over chapter 8! oye!

Anyway... I'm done for now... I just remembered that there is a paper I have to have written for Friday. Shouldn't be too hard though... I need to squeeze the reading in sometime tomorrow, then I'll write it tomorrow night!
I love Erick.... muah! :)
He's making me a suprise! I love suprises from Erick!

"PMS... I'm going to punch you in the face!"

I feel sick... from eating Mcdonald :(

I think I'm going to puck on top of being nausus because of my pmsing :( I'm the saddest beh behs.

On other news, we got our wifi working! It is the best news since the day we went grocery shopping. Also, today Victoria went shopping with her mom and got us all the essentials... like toliet paper, recycling cans, and some more stuff... oh and Cream Cheese... so we don't have to steal any more from the caff! What a great day! :)

Any whos... I'm done... for now!
I'm happy because I can sit here and watch tv and use the internet at the same time.

A couple, completely random pictures... but, can you tell I'm 30lbs lighter now? :) Yay for weightloss!

"I'm so lost without you" - Mae

I cracked open Mae today... as you can see. I'm almost done with Destination: Beautiful... and I'll soon be moving on to Everglow... that is if I don't breakdown and turn on Shawn Mcdonald.

Today has gone by really fast surprisingly. It was nice. Before I knew it I had gone to all of my classes and I was watching General Hospital.
Tomorrow is dollar tuesdays! I'm pretty pumped about that! I love Ice Cream... and I definately love ice cream that is only a dollar! I think I'm going to get the rock n' pop again! :)

What else did I want to write about? I finished my book, On Government by Cicero. I love these political theory books. They are amazing! I have an option of writing a paper creating a government or reforming an existing government (13-15 page). I think I'm going to do that rather than take the final. I know that 15 pages will be a whole lot for me to tag on to what I already have assigned... but, I think it will stretch me. I can't even begin to think of where to start. My professor is like diety around here at CBU... not really... but, he is really really respected as a high up philosophy guy. I don't want to sound stupid! I think I want to create a reformed government based on a strong education in the younger years or I want to create one that could have taken place in early California history... when there was no law.... or omgosh I just thought of a good one... what would happen if California seperated and created its on republic and what kind of government it would form. That sounds good! I'm going to try and make it half of a history report and half a political theory something... like Cicero did. :)
Anyway... I'm done for tonight! I have cramps... I must go to sleepys!
"The momments magic swept us away..." - Mae

I've been taking momments were I pause and look at everything... I need to keep my eye on the prize. How lazy and distracted I am... and, have become. What could be more important than spending time with my maker. I don't even have time to spend on my space... but, I'm sure I could rearrange my study time to be more productive... :)

I have had a really really good weekend. The details are not important, but what is important is how happy I am right now. I mean, I know I keep saying it, but I'm geniunely happy. It is so much different than last year. My roommates aren't butt faces.

Anyway... I really need to get back to doing my homework. I have to write a journal on Cicero's On Government by the end of the night... which means that I need to read a little more so I know what to write about. I hoped to go to Dave and Busters tonight... but, I spent all my money at Old Spaghetti Factory last night!
oh well!

Soak it in... breath it... "life"

I was coming home from Disneyland late last night when this song came in. I let it soak deep into my soul. I'm so happy with life right now and I'm thankful for what God has brought me. These can be the best times. I'm young and I don't have bills to worry about or babies to feed. And, though I really want a child and a marriage and everything "grown ups" have, I'm so happy with what I have right now. I love being able to go to Disneyland on a whim and staying up with my roommates until 2am, laughing.
Soak it in, its life.
I'm stressed and over absorbed. I have my bad days and my good days, but I'm unbelievably thankful for what have been given. Its unpredictable, but its mine.

So read these lyrics and soak it in... this is the time of your life, so make it yours!

"Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)"
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

Shakey and Nervous!!

I'm feeling very over whelmed at this point. Some said that it was ridiculous for me to take 5 upper division classes and a language this semester.... and at this point I'm starting to agree. What was I thinking? I'm freaking out here... I have a quiz in Greek, which I'm unprepared for because I've spent this whole week preparing for my Congress and the President (POL390). Plus, friday, I have a history of California test... which shouldn't be too bad... I just need to make some flash cards... I love my flash cards. I always stock up on multi-colored 3X5 cards at the beginning of each semester because I use them a whole lot.
Anyway... back to my point... I'm feeling crazy and over absorbed! I cannot focus on my cards and memorize because I have a migrane and I feel nautious! I've been studying too much. I predicted a small cold coming along from all this stress. I feel like I don't even have any time with Erick because all I can ever do is study. :( Though, I'm being dramatic because I hang out with him all weekend and for the few hours he comes over after school. Anyway... I want to see him more. I'm going through withdraws because we spent like every waking momment during the summer together and now he has school all day and I have my school work all day... and when are together, we are usually with my roommates and Jason... I shouldn't complain. It is what I always wanted... a circle of friends who geniuenly care about me... not that I haven't had it before in individuals... but, never 3 great women at the same time! I remember last year, Amy use to say that Sex in the City was unrealistic because no one has that many best friends... but, I can honestly say that I do. I love my roommates (and Jason). They are amazing. They let me cry and I let them cry... even when we don't know what to say... :) I'm so blessed!
Ok for real now!! I need to go to bed and be refreshed... Seek Week is this week and my classes start earlier! :(
Atleast Jeff Lewis is teaching tomorrow! Which should be good!

No more room... :(

I am officially on overload from Greek. I'm sitting here trying to absorb it... but, omgosh... nothing more will fit today! I can go from Greek to English... but, I can't remember the English to Greek! Atleast I know my noun endings and my definative articles... and I have these flash cards... I can study tomorrow after my mind relaxs. The quiz is tomorrow but not until like 11:20 or so... I hope to have them completely studied by then. I really want to pass this class with an A... or a B+.... but, I'm really shooting for an A! I have a 95% right now and I got a 93% on my first exam... I just need to maintain my homework and my 10s on Quizzes... That's why its so important that I don't miss class!

I'm almost done with my memory verse and its getting easier translating the stuff that I should know how to do. I soared through this weeks translating like nothing... not like nothing... but, considering that I know the word endings... it is easier for me to make sense of it all. This class is amazing. I'm starting to see what the Greek really meant! I almost wanted to cry when I read my memory verse for crying out loud... because it is about God being with me every single day until the end of the age! :) Its amazing in the words of Stephanie!
I'm really blessed... I love my roommates and I love my life right now!
MUAH

I'm little bitter right now... I have come to terms with almost everything this new relationship represents, however I cannot forget the inconsiderateness that is a result of it... "forget all other plans when making out is involved". Get over it! Your brother needed you tonight... and you pawned him off on people who had to go to sleep early because they actually have something to do on Monday... And, even though I probably made it to be earlier than Erick... it ruins my day and my plans when Erick is too tired to roll out of bed and have breakfast with me on his first day of school.
I do not want a repeat of the last couple semesters just because Jason cannot respect that fact that he needs to go to bed early... which mind you isn't even that early!
Whatever... I'm sure I won't be as mad but, maybe I'll just try not to hang out with him as much. Its very disappointing... but, what should I do? Should I hold my trust out in my palm for him to trample over? maybe... or Maybe not! :)

In other news, I have class in about 40 minutes... History of California. I don't really enjoy this class... I thought I would more than I am. Maybe its because I'm tired all the time... This morning my roommates alarm went off at 6 and then like 6:30 and that was anoying because that fool wasn't even in the room. She fell asleep in the living room doing her homework, and of course none of us knew how to turn it off so I think Victoria just unplugged it. It was an entertaining scene but, looking back... I'm probably that much more tired as a result of it!

Even more news, or non-news, I think Erick and I are going to Dave and Busters today... with or without Jason. But, now that I think about it, Erick has class until like 5:30, so that might not work out. Whatever... we'll go sometime this week. I love being 21! I know I don't drink that much... I drink less than all of our 21 year old friends. I just don't enjoy it unless we are at Dave and Busters or Game works or like a restaraunt. I definately don't enjoy drinking at someone's "get together" and maybe that's because I've been to too many of Cliffs!

I really have to go get ready... I'll be back later today!