What is the rush?

What is the rush to do things? I have my whole life. I have my whole life to do it once and do it right. I think that is the mature and wise thing to remember. :)
It will happen when it happens... but, when it does it will be lasting and done the right way.
The End :)
I think I'm done sitting here at my computer... my back hurts!

Jessika Loves Disneyland

Can you love Disneyland too much? I don't think so... I'm sure some people think we go too much, though. I don't care that much. You would not believe how much fun it has gotten. We've almost reached a new level of insiders fun at Disneyland. We've met people there who we see regularly.
We are getting to the point of insanity with our pin trading and everything... but, its so much fun. I love it! :)
Right now, I'm only blogging because neopets appears to be done. Its kind of annoying. I just hope that I'm not getting hacked or something... though I don't see how I could have been.
Whatever the case... I'm bored. I'm waiting for sleepy Erick to wake up.
And, I'm thinking about what we are doing today. :)
Lates

So... what is new with me? I'm completely broke. It makes it very difficult to do anything with myself during the day and on the weekends. Erick and I still live pretty adventurous lives, but we are still limited by funds. Mostly, we go to Disneyland like twice a week... which even that is a drain on gas (which equals a drain on funds). Its ok though... we are making it through. :)
It is better that we don't have any responsibilities while we are both out of work.
I'm looking for a job. I have patience. I know that God will provide for me.
I just applied for a job as an Administrative Assistant, which pays 16-20 an hours. That would be perfect for me to be honest. That's almost as much as my dad makes... which isn't a lot to live on by yourself... but, it is perfect for sharing rent with someone, preferably my husband to be.
Well any way... I'm just praying that God will provide me with a job or one of my two checks, ASAP.
I called CBU today... and now, I'm waiting for them to call me back... in regards to getting my housing deposit back. I could definitely use that.
So, right now, I'm just rambling.
I have a lot on my mind right now.
I'm waiting for the next step of my life... but, its taking forever.
It just proves that even with a bachelors degree, you are nothing without luck... or God :D

Waiting Patiently,
Jessika

Yes, even though it is completely unGodly... I have pure hatred in my heart right now.
Why is it that when you love someone you have to put up with their inability to act like a human being and an adult.
If I have to be up in 4 hours... I'd like to go to bed. And, if you are keeping me awake, than I'm going to be irritated.
You do not take that the time to teach me a valuable lesson of life... you take that time to be an adult and realize I'm extremely tired and I really did something wrong, which I didn't, I'll apologize in the morning...
Go to bed...
Hold up your promises

Lets see... if you can't wake up after 8 hours of sleep... and God himself is supposedly trying to make you sleep in
then how the hell are you going to wake up after only 4 hours?

I just want you to know that you're attitude makes me regretful. I hope that I never make a poor decision like that again.... because clearly, it wasn't worth it.

For crying out loud... be there for me not for yourself or facebook

neopets

Yes, I know I'm sort of a dorky girl because I'm nearly 23 and here I am still playing neopets... haha but, for those of you out in cyber space... if you think you ever want to sign up and be a cool kid too...
use my link. :)
http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=skagirlbitsy

I know we all have our flaws. Most likely, some of these flaws will never be fully fixed. We are imperfect. I have character flaws... I whine too much, and complain even more. I try not to... but, I don't know if anyone will see that I may never be perfect. My point is that everyone has a character flaw. It is easy to concentrate on me and ignore your own.
The reason this is brought up is because Erick's character flaw is often taken extremely over what is acceptable or tolerable. He has a complex, he often thinks that he is above everyone and fails to see any other point of view. It is so sad to see him treat people close to him so poorly because he believes that it is in his rights and duties as the "man of the house".
You know, I don't even know what to say about his attitude and the way he treats me. Am I supposed to just live with it because he doesn't do it that often? Or move on? I don't think I could do either.
I just hope that he can grow up. I talk to him about everything that he does... he recognizes that he is wrong hours after he finally calms down... but, during his craziness, when he thinks he's calm, he is known for following people around saying the most horrible stuff.
Any way... He says things are ok, but who knows.
I spoke to Mike about it... and he says that he use to be this way, but one day he realized how bad it is for his loved ones and stopped. I guess I'll just hope that this most recent discussion I had with Erick will finally take some effect on his attitude.

Dieting is a pain

yes, I know that some of my more annoying friends would just tell me to stop winning... but, really... it is impossible to diet at my house. Honestly, I know that my nana and papa like to hold on to their main dish foods, but how can they truly think that I can live off fatty taquitos and tv dinners for my main meals? give me my chicken or my beef or something other than freakin' high calorie foods. I can't just eat egg white omelettes every single meal because that is the only low calorie thing they have available to me. They don't even have low calorie salad dressing. My nana is so oblivious to good eating habits. She thinks that its okay to eat things that its definitely not okay to eat. oh dear. I suppose I'll just have to suck it up right? :) It can't be too much longer.