Find my heart?
Fill me up with your love
accept me for the human that I am
understand that I am not you

smore drink

In our mind, a smore shooter would have caramel Baily's, Godiva liqueur, and amaretto... :)
I'll tell you how good it is next time I go to a bar or have those mixin's which will probably not be any time soon.
That is all...

Oh btw, pray that I get this job at CBU so I can move back on campus and finally buy my new Disneyland pass! :)

Stupid Ben... you are ridiculous... all you do is complain and take from your friends... and you don't give anything back...

You can't come over here every single day and demand only things that Ben likes... screw what everyone else likes. 2 out of 3 people wanted to do this one thing... which haven't been able to do because you are here every single day, and you are brat and wont give anything a chance... 2 out of 3 people wanted to finally do this... screw you if you are going to run away pouting when you finally complain into your way.

Why are we friends with you? You said why would we be friends with Jason... but, why are we friends with you?

Go find someone who will put up with you crap.

Deep seeded emotional issues and scars... stop digging at me, stop being selfish, stop changing the subject, accept your responsibility... grown up? That is all.

A long Summer

Its weird that I haven't been writing here a lot this summer. I've been experiencing new emotions too. Lots of things are happening... too many things, but I just haven't found the time to write them all down. I don't know that I really want to burden people with them either. Its all very dramatic... but, there are things going down that will decide my entire future.
It sucks a little... I'm graduating in one semester... but, I feel like I'm dragging along everything else.
I don't know... I'm having fun these days too... old friends are floating around... old friends and good times. I love seeing Ben all the time and Jason and Caleb and of course Mike. I miss my roommates but they are going to be gone for a while. It will work out! :)
I think I'm going to go now!
I'm hoping to get a job as an Office Specialist making 11-13 and hour for the summer... which is not bad for a summer job!
Pray for me!