Olympics

haha am I the only one who didn't know that the Olympics has a shooting event. haha I'm sorry but, I think its the funniest thing ever in like a cool way.
I knew that shooters have to literally control every muscle in their body... their breathing, their non-shooting eye, etc... We studied it when we talked about the JFK shootings... but, any way... I just watched the women's air rifle, which I have to say is freaking cute and cool and what ever :D woo woo! :)

3:45 am - pmsing and tears.

I am extremely upset right now. I can't sleep knowing I am expected to go to bed feeling like this. I can't sleep knowing that I'm apparently the only one not able to sleep.

I feel broken.

I feel like someone stabbed me in the heart and then blamed it on me.

I feel completely alone in the world.

I feel really hopeless.