baby steps

Its so easy for me to forget what its all about... what the whole point of living is. How could I have fallen so short of what I know is right. Its not even that I have done something horrible or that I have completely forgetten the love that is waiting for me... but, I've just gotten slack with it. How can expect so much from everyone else and yet so little of myself? It is time for me to get back on track... and this time for me and me alone. I need to begin to read my bible more consistantly. Faith comes from hearing and hearing by the word of God... I can't forget that. I can't follow blindly any more. I need to expect more of myself and I need to just tough it up and do it! :)
I've read tonight... and I will read tomorrow! It is through this change... that God will bring about great works. I know that he will use me when I am ready. I can feel greatness in the future... all I have to do is let him and prepare myself through him!

so, with that I will go and feel refreshed knowing I'm a little closer to my goal! :)