I think this summer has had great affects on me. I've lost weight. I've seen my problems. I just overall feel so much more confident. Looking back on last semester, I can see my problems. I can see the rut that I let myself fall into. I'll take the blame for it, though there were a lot of reasons that pushed me into this.
I let myself become a recluse, which is obviously the opposite of me. I'm normally an outgoing/super-friendly chick.
I'm really nervous about this semester. I know I shouldn't be. Things will work out... its just scary knowing that I'm moving into an apartment with people I don't know. I'm so afraid of being left out again, and a the same time I don't want to push my way into something that is already there.
Things will work out. I'm not there for anyone else but myself. I am there to learn and grow closer to God.
This summer, I have been really praying for my roommates. I'm praying that they will be exactly what I need according to God, and that they wont be what I think I need. God will work it out if I'm deligent.
Either way, I know this semester will be good. I just need to find a job and make an effort with the people that I already know.
So, I think I'm oging to go make myself a sandwhich. :) Turkey and Provolone! mmm!
Buh-bye! :)
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