I hate how fake my nana is. I hate how she can control every aspect of my life. She isn't even my mother. I don't owe her anything... she doesn't have any right to steal my friends. She doesn't have the right to force me to do things. She doesn't have the right to trick me into doing things and threaten me with a loan. I'm so sick of it! I don't know how I'm going to go to school next semester. I don't know what I'm going to do or how I'm going to pay for it all! :(