emotional

I'm freakin sick and miserable. I feel very emotional because I am doped up on medicine... and, I'm tired and needy. I'm still very very irratated with Jason. My mom said to let it go... and, I will, but we'll see if we ever make plans with him again. Its kind of depressing to think that since he is one of my closest friends... but, I can't build a relationship with him knowing that his girlfriend will just destroy all of our plans. There is not a friendship when you can't even make plans in advance. We will never do anything cool except... "what should we do? I don't know... ok I guess we are doing nothing"... that's stupid. Its cool to be like "lets go to fridays" but, it even better when we plan to go on a camping trip for 6 months and the trip actually holds out. What a concept eh?