Its so boring here in the my casa during the day. No Tv... No people around... just cats! And the cats mostly sleep during the day. Erick just went home to hopefully score some gas. Who knows if he will or not. I knew he was going to wake up late. He always wakes up late. I'm so bored... I wish he would have just gone home last night and slept at his house and then drove over around now. It would have been better.
Anyway... I'm so bored. As you saw yesterday, I have been flooded with memories of the past. It really sucks to think about all these people that I loved and cared for not in my grasp any more. I miss these fools! It was nice to hear that Robby still thought of me when he heard certain songs and it was nice to hear that Mike is doing well. But, beyond that I wish there were more oppurtuinties to become good friends again. It kind of makes me sad. Certain people I don't really care any more that we aren't good friends... because the more I look at it we were just pretending to be friends and using each other as a clutch. But, people like Mike who I shared some momments of being down on the ground with. I feel like I miss his friendship. Maybe when I'm back in Riverside in a couple of months... I'll be able to build something again. That would be nice.
So... I think I'm done. I need to find something to do and fast.
I just tried to talk to Brandon... who was so completely boring and pretty much wanted nothing to do with talking to me... I just told him I'm oging to go... LATES! screw that... I'm sick of people being judgemental when they have nothing better to offer.
I'm just sick of the Hypocricy floating around these days... just knock it off! I swear!
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