Ding ding!

I just thought of it... How can some one expect to be friends without as little as a phone call? I don't care if you are not a phone person! That is ridiculous to think that things will be ok without even talking at all. And, ya, I should call more... but, I'm kind of turned off from calling sometimes when you do call and they can't afford it or don't have time. I can't help that my plans are last minute. That doesn't mean I am immature... it just means that plans change, and things come up at the last second. Whatever eh?

In the end, I'm so happy I have the friends that I have right now. We argue... but, its completely healthy. I'm not afraid to tell them what is bothering me... and they tell me. I can call and vent and call and cry. I can be myself and really evolve into a new self without worrying about losing my friends. I don't know how many times I felt stagnent because I wanted to do something more with my life but, my friends were so quick to judge and refuse to do it, and if I choose to do it they would get jealous that I was doing something else. What the "f"?

Anyway... this might seem out of no where... but, I guess every so often I'm reminded why I do like these certain people... I think there is a point where these people should just sit down and listen and not be so defensive. It doesn't matter why you did something or how... all that matters is that it hurts me or someone else... your intentions don't make it any better... :)

So, with that said... I'm done for now... :)