My life is changing... I feel like I'm the verge of something. When will I be aware of what to do? Things are stagnant. I know that there are things that need to change, but when and what?
I love the idea that things are changing, but I scared at the same time.

Music is helping me through this transition period. You could sense the fickle emotions with the songs that I have completely worn out on my beloved iphone.

Hey, have I mentioned that since I began to get healthy 4 weeks ago, I have lost 8lbs? :) That's 2lbs a week. Its been an uphill battle for a month, but I'm so happy that its getting easier. Its not such a struggle to choose an apple over a bag of chips. It has really been a lifestyle change. Hopefully this time it will be permanent. I think it will since this time I'm doing it correctly. And, I've gotten Erick involved, though he is not always supportive of me... I'm strong enough to say no. :) "Just say no"
I've come to some realizations about my dependence on food... though I think that discussion will take place at another time. Its not really that important to me right now... its not really what I'm thinking about.

I'm happy I have tomorrow off. :) One of the many advantages of working for the county.