I'm kind of depressed... and have been the past few days. It is hard to really get into the details. There are too many people that have broken my trust in the past few years. I wouldn't say that my trust is hard to earn... but, this person broke my heart. I feel a lack of connection with this person now. It is hard for me to see a distant future... It is hard for me to see what will happen next because of the things that this person decided to do.
What is different this time? Why have I blindly followed you all these years? I feel stupid... I know its my fault for believing and trusting... but really it sucks!