UP335

How can I rely on you, if you don't consider me? How can I put myself aside, when there isn't an opportunity to. I don't know what to do or think about next semester. New things happen each year, but I didn't expect it to be so dramatic.
When will you see me as a friend and not as an intruder? When will you think of me as your own and not as a newbie?
It hurts you know? ...to think that I dove in and immersed myself only to find out I was alone.
And, I know I'm not perfect... but, I know that I am growing. It is sad to think that I could possibly be punished for my work in progress, especially when I am trying.
Its just sad.
And, I guess it is time to distance myself. I'm graduating any way I suppose...
Its just sad...