I guess I have never really been jealous before. I'm really hurt... and its not that I don't trust but because I would like a little attention too. I really trust him, I know that he would never hurt me like that... I feel that a certain relationship is really inappropriate. I just can't do it.
I know I'm being dramatic... I know this will all pass. But, it hurts to know that I'm not always number one... even though I make him number one. It hurts to know that everything I do concerns him... but, I don't receive the same thing. Maybe I shouldn't be so clingy...
It sucks because I thought we were reaching new levels in our relationship and now, I feel stagnant because of this whole thing... boo! And, well in the whole scheme of life, I feel kind of unimportant right now. What am I supposed to do? Do I really have fish for a single complement every single day? We'll see if he can manage to make it here on time... for once.