I'm excited for this weekend. Las Vegas here we come! I've been inviting everyone who I could think could come... the more the merrier! A lot of people have things to do this weekend though, one person has a gig, another person has to pick his sister up from the airport, some other people I didn't even as because they have a baby now :) which is such a blessing.
Either way, I'm still looking for people to go... so if anyone is interested, you have my number. :)

Right now, I'm fighting off a cold and dealing with loads of stress. I think one thing I need to learn is to give my friends some slack. If they want to be all up on the PDA... then, I should just be aware of that and not expect anything else from them. I guess we have just grown apart a little bit since the two have become an item. I suppose I can deal with that. I know how important it is to be with the person you love. I'm with him during all of my free time. But, I suppose what is different for me is that I recognize my friends as well. I'm sure its just because we've been dating for over 2 years now. We probably use to be all over each other like they are now. Its cool :)

On one note, one thing that really bugged me was their lecture on sex to us. I might become a little grouchy about this topic so brace yourself...
I don't appreciate someone telling me how bad it is going to be and laughing that we are so "inexperienced" and how funny its going to be when we get married. It is ridiculous for someone to say something like that. I know that its not going to be as great as it could be without some practice, however I do strongly believe it is going to be more than just how it feels. For me it is going to be something profound. I've waited for Erick and he for me. I think that is going to mean more to me than how it feels the first time. We have the rest of our lives to make it perfect, we only have one first time.
I don't know, maybe I'm looking at it differently than they are. They didn't way until they got married. They have had sex with other people too. Maybe, I'm the only one in the whole world that thinks this way... all I know is that for me, I've waited 21 years of my life... and not just because it is going to be good (and sure that is part of it), but because I only want to share this with the person I love. So anyway... how dare someone laugh at me and make me feel insecure about a decision I have choosen to make. I think this decision is the best choice I have ever made. And considering that they have told me the problems they have to deal with because they had sex with other people... I think I'm in the green! :D

Anyway... I should be writing my paper. I have about an hour before I get pooped out and tired.
I miss writing in here. Its been super busy this semester. 18 units... all of them academic. I know for a fact that this isn't exactly normal... most people I know who were taking 18 units were taking a couple of choirs and music performances plus some lower division and PE. I'm taking 5 upper division (4 history and 1 political science) which basically means 5 papers and a second language... which means 150 vocab words plus grammer rules and translation deals... Greek is kicking my butt!
As I get off topic... I think I'll end now! Bye!