1 Timothy 1

"Fight well in the Lord's battles"

I'm reading my bible today... what really hit home was at the end of 1 Timothy. Keeping your consciences clear and with out violation. This has proven to be a difficult thing. I feel guilty for lots of things. Thing I have apologized for but mainly regret letting my maker down. Its hard sometimes because I want myself to be so much however, I am human with human characteristics. I have my will and my urges. I think really bubbles down to keeping your conscience clear... but what does that mean? I guess to me it means that if I feel guilty about something then I must be doing something... then that thing must be wrong, and when I finally break down and ask for repentance... I should remember that God is so merciful and so amazing that he forgives me. With that should be the end of my guilt. I should know that I have been forgiven.
Going from here is a very difficult task to do. I'm always stressed about something and always very anxious of being perfect.
I guess, the point God might be trying to pick out for me is that I need to not stress so much and just let things go.